It is difficult to balance school and work, especially this week. I had a great week when it comes to being “Scott Carnes, Coordinator of Student Ministries,” but I have fallen far behind in being “Scott Carnes, Garrett-Evangelical Theological Seminarian…” As of earlier today, I had three papers to write. I finished my assignment for tonight, but I am struggling as I try to catch up. There just seem to be too few hours in the day.
I am also in the midst of scholarship and tax season! I am trying to apply and re-apply for scholarships and it is clear that I can not (and should not) expect the same level of financial support from my home church as I received during this past year. I guess I am just feeling very stressed out.
The good news is that I am where I want to be. I have a kind and loving home church who support me from a distance. I have a wonderful job at a church which is immensely supportive and accommodating of me as I work through seminary. Lastly, and most importantly, I am in school and receiving an education is primarily where I want to be right now and I am thrilled to be learning at seminary.